| | Lying here in the dark makes my mind wander. When you can't sleep, the world seems like it's coming apart like pieces of a puzzle. It just comes apart, piece by piece, cardboard shape by cardboard shape. In this lack of sleep, I feel like there are invisible walls up around me, and they might as well be made of diamonds, because I can't seem to find a way to break them. I've been feeling so agitated and anxious and pissy at everything and everyone for the past few weeks. I want to get away from everything. But, when I'm by myself, I feel so damn alone. The music that I keep putting on my playlist isn't helping: slow, acoustic songs that speak of loss, of love, of uncertainty. All these lyrics are coming to life around me. Everything just feels so wrong. Everything just feels so wrong, and it's all because I can't sleep. |
| | Posted 4/29/2009 11:46 PM - 6 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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